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visited grandma, uncle gordon, ern-lijn and 2nd uncle's (chi-gu) graves the other day to clean up and brighten them with flowers. i must say, weeding is backbreaking and pretty tough too): i wonder how gardeners stand it): but you do get a sense of satisfaction from getting a weed out. but i'll never be a gardener, i always take quite a bit of grass with me when i get a weed out, resulting in an unsightly hole): oh and the mosquitoes at the old graves like chi-gu's one are vicious! probably because there arent any live humans around for them to feed on. there are lots of them coz the holes in the graves for flowers collect stagnant water for them to breed):
well anyway, i went exploring this morning!!(: so exciting hahahahah. i checked out the area around the forested area in 6th avenue. but it was pretty wet): not too gross though, coz the sun was out and dried quite a bit of it out. anyone wanna go exploring with me??(:
ok i have no idea what to do for prom. i have no room to put my stuff and i'm going for the post prom party at attica! curse my blur-ness)): maybe i shouldnt go for the party, i want to, but i need a locker or something to put my stuff)): have been trying to look for a room elsewhere but only astrid wants to share, oh well.
i think i shall play my newly downloaded pokemon fire red game today(:
all your dreams are dead(:
i love cute with chris((: its just not fast enough!! quick chris!!!
ufufufufu i just got highlights((: and i've been out everyday, so my legs are tired.
oh did i mention, i'm learning to drive??????((:
i just passed my trial theory test today without even reading the theory guidebook they gave us(: i must say, i was born to drive! just joking, the questions are pretty easy, and i'm afraid i'll embarrass myself on sunday when i get to try out my first practical driving lesson in the circuit. hahahahhahaha oh boy oh noy its exciting huh((:
my basic theory exam's on the 21st!!(:
gosh i know, like more studying): mum nagged me to get it done asap coz i wanted to study overseas. she claims she didnt but welllllllllllll. wont say anything. DONT TELL HER i said that!
i've got embarrassing photos of SOMEONE((:
and i've got new socks! ((:
anyone wanna learn how to drive too? i'm learning at the ang mo kio/yio chu kang driving centre!
oh well
i didnt know my cousin knew mr stephen loh.
crazy year, isnt it?
read the newspapers! and please pray for the group of singaporean dragon boaters that got lost in cambodia! mr stephen loh our new pe teacher in nj is also one of them! must have been some wave if it could topple a dragon boat): maybe theyre drifting somewhere in the pacific ocean with no food or water): quickquick find them!
what a crazy year. grandma, uncle gordon gone so quick, and 3 more lovely people getting horrible chronic illnesses. praise God for tua ee, she never lets anything get her down. this aunt is a tough one(: cance and chemotherapy is awful but she's handling everything so well, and always visiting and buying food for lots of people. superwoman. she is OWNing cancer, in the emotional sense, lets pray she'll own it in the physical sense too.
then the a levels. it was good in the end, but the period leading up to it was scary. so we've graduated. and now i'm forced to grow up. nj was good, i love the people, and the teachers are sweet. i'm glad i went to nj, it has such a warm accepting culture, everyone's so nice and i've had a wonderul journey with wonderful friends in just 2 years. though the academic part was tough, everyone made it a lot better. that is why we need to count our blessings, not our sorrows. be grateful for what you have, other people might seem to be having it better, but its all relative.
why do bad things happen to good people? like ending one's life prematurely? some atheists are atheists as they say there is injustice and too much suffering in the world. they ask, how can a loving God allow so much unjustifiable suffering? lots of people would have felt like that, with our imperfect human world as it is. the thing is, suffering is not imposed on us by God, but suffering is the result of us humans. it is the result of our having free will. and because humans are inherently selfish creatures, having free will and the power to carry it out would inevitably cause suffering to others. i dont need to give examples of this occuring, its just rampant, isnt it? we live in this imperfect world precisely because of the first wrong choice adam made in the garden of eden, the result of freewill mixed with Man's selfishness. we have no control over nature anymore, compared to the beginning, because of this, i mean, look at all those natural disasters. and there are diseases. by this choice, the whole human race was cursed to suffer and die, but God being such a loving God gave an avenue out with the system of sacrifices and later, Jesus. so even if we've got suffering now, we'll have it good coz we've got a life after death. it could have been much worse off.
its a good thing we still have our free will, huh? He didnt decide to take everything back after we screwed up.
because there is so much suffering, we need God. pray for strength for the people suffering now, support and love is always appreciated, and divine intervention always makes things a lot better. i still have lots more to say, but i'm tired.
aye i've been rambling lots, havent i?
did you know?
did you know that if you wiki "ribulose biphosphate" you wont get anything, but if you wiki "rubp" you get the ribulose biphosphate page! like, major bug eyed face 0.o
people, DONT get tricked by all that rubp crap!!! rubp is a 5-carbon compound, not a polypeptide! RUBISCO is the stupid polypeptide (enzyme) that catalyses the reaction between rubp and carbon dioxide!!!
yes i know i'm a geek):
last paper tmrw yayyyy(:
its my mum's bday today, go wish her if you havent!(:
craig is an internet sensation!
this is craig and his cat(:
made famous by chris at cutewithchris.com
he's got his own facebook group!
plus!
i got myself a pair of blades for 183 bucks todayyyyy(:
note: alyssa took THIS long to blog about sentosa. shall i say more?
THE END IS NEAR!!!
there's a 50% clearance sale for blades!(: hohoho
but i think skateboards are still a more convenient form of transport. smaller than bikes and easy to keep and carry around!
well anyway, methinks excessive studying makes you stupid): you know, like diminishing returns etc. yeah? coz today i made ribena for myself in the morning, and it took a long time): first i made it too sweet, so i poured some away and proceeded to add water. then after ading water, i SHOOK it, of all things to do, to, you know, mix it up evenly): i shook a cup about 5/6ths full of ribena. dont worry i cleaned up after myself.
only 2 more papers!!!!!! hohohoho
and did i mention, i love cute with chris? though i dont understand what the horse says sometimes hahahha he's a random bugger.
when you have econs tomorrow.
you get bored and take stupid pictures.
with your econs notes
and act happy hahahahaha
but then, you cannot hold back your true feelings
i dislike econs.
and you play with your hair. cant see much difference though
yes. i did believe that i would
a new bag!(: the logo's so cute right!
it was pretty cheap!, like 29.90 or something
goes with my juice clutch huh(:
3 more papers! we are DOING it mannnnn
i absolutely, positively LOVE econs
josh finished with his o levels today): i want to be finished now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rawr econs tmrw. at least i'm not doing h2 anymore, stupid economies of scale and market structure was horrible last year):
iloveeconsiloveeconsiloveeconsiloveeconsiloveeconsiloveecons
who am i kidding?
i will get deviantart after exams and show you how i feel. its probably going to be a series.
i know you all love my 'death by econs' (:
listening to babuji zara dheere chalo makes me feel like dancinggg(: hahahahah
hello world!
i've been playing bleach blade battlers with josh coz i had a long break!(: its pretty fun, pity we cant read japanese.
there isnt much to blog about): you could go see steph's blog, she's got a nice youtube link, some giant rabbit dancing the melbourne shuffle! then you could go see meltee's blog, she's opened an online store! then you could also go to saumya's blog, show her some love and encouragement and tell her not to be so emo! hehehe go tag as anons and freak her out(: then you could search yuelin's blog to find her uber cool math ode, a poem(: oh btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUELINNNNN!!!!! read my msg will you?
hahaha i think i'm quite pro! at games hahahah. i havent been playing regularly, quite seldom actually, and i can just own some people who've been practicing like crazy hahahahah
I OWN YOUUUUUU!
i'm wondering, should i learn muay thai or taekwondo? so cool lor. muay thai suits asian people coz its fast and furious apparently, but taekwondo's cool coz there're like flying kicks and stuff!
bwahahahah
math and bio were gooooooood (: i finished ahead of time for both, and had an hour extra for math!! ((: when God blesses you, the blessings overflow, hohoho(:
anyway, yuelin's here studying with me. jealous??(:
i am getting fat-ter):
hmm
math was good(: i like that(:
but i found out that i'm really a little too late to apply for overseas universities): damn i hate it that i'm so blur): arghhhhhh that means i might have to stay in boring, sad singapore for overloaded university courses, or enter overseas universities one whole year late): BOTHER. someone help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)):
is it really really too late? am i in denial??? help me pleaseee??
and RAWR i wasted my whole day yesterday coz of that stupid playstation))): its amazing how slack i am when people like saumya are the total opposite. she's so, INTO the A level thing. sighhhh
all the mental stress, trying to concentrate when the playstaion is right smack in front of you and your bro is playing, like almost the whole day): i get really really tired just from that, and i havent even done anything much):
anyway, i think we should all go see "tokyo breakfast nigga" on youtube, about a japanese family obsessed with the word "nigga" hahahaha
