SAUMYA wants me to update, so i shall
arent you happy?(:
i would like to say that i think 5AumYa R0cKxZz WoRxXx
gosh typing twit is tought. hey its a tongue twister!
ID is gonna OWN syf and we are gonna get "GOLD WITH HONOURS AND DIAMONDS!" lollllll lame, but hey, its kewl.
anyway we had our gp presentation on homosexuality today!!!! hahaahahhaha ms champagne said she was very impressed by the amount of work and effort that we put in(: its a fun topic hahahaha
DID YOU KNOW? oscar wilde preferred teenage or young men, while his lover, lord alfred douglas, preferred young boys? paedophile! (like jean hahahahahha) though this is definitely more extreme
i think homosexuality is not good for the economy and society coz homosexuals cant have sex and so reproduce): so if everyone's homo, we'll die out):
i would like to say that homosexuals cant have sex coz they dont have opposite parts; ie. penis and vagina. they have only either one. which sucks.
so therefore, saying that homosexuals "had sex" is invalid, coz they cant.
had dinner with navina, vicky and stella! at some pizza place that has nice pizza, nice customers, but bad service. the people sitting next to us were nice and helped us search their cup of crayons for purple coz we didnt have purple. hahaha anyway we drew on the paper on the table, so tell us if you see anything that says njc indian dance on the wall of the pizza place next time!(:
navina's boyfriend wayyyyy sweet(: he sends her long mushy messages(:
huiming sends vicky 6 page smses! awwwwww
ok i'm gonna sleep. i'm tired.
i feel tired
THANKS DELIA(: for the thought and all that lovely lovely stuff(: we'll meet up soon k! and hohoho maybe grab a drink somewhere heheh my good fellow 18yearold!
oh dear i'm so tiredddd): GP PRESENTATION ON __its a secret__ on fridayyyyy and we're not even half prepared. at least i've finished quite a bit now
so much homework but cant finish it coz THERES NO TIME, and no excuses coz we're in a jc, where we are to study, and cca is a side dish
i shall bandage my toe so i can wear slippers to school tmrw
yayyyyyyyyyy
daniel and lizzi came back todayyyy(: and graceleeernhwei is coming soon at the stroke of midnight!(:
i'm gonna bring them SHOPPINGGGG next sat(: lovely(:
cant wait!! ehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehhe
leeyuelin i want to sit down, have a drink and a nice long chat with youuuuuuuuuuu after syf(: come prepared with info on:
-the guy
-how it happened
-the topic of "how i've been doing"
-the prospect of us having tuition together(: for whatever subject lol. i think group tuition is fun(:
-what hwachong is like
alright man. i've given you the outline wayy in advance(:
ache
i miss her terribly.
yes, i said she's gone home to be with God, which is a wonderful thing. but i've just gone to my aunt's house and she wasnt there, and it felt... different. you know, the day she passed away, i went into her room as usual when i didnt see her in the living room, and just felt so hollow, numb, when i couldnt find her.
i couldnt bear to look at her in the coffin when they brought her back. i only snatched glances here and there during the wake the next few days, and even in those short moments i already had to sniff, tears threatening to leak from the corners of my eyes, and swallowing the lumps in my throat. the same thing is happening as i type this.
i still havent the courage to read the pamphlet for the funeral service, with all the eulogies we've written.
the wake was good. i was too busy to think about it, entertaining guests, waitressing, ushering, directing traffic, recording donations given, cleaning etc etc. however after one of my older cousins badgered me to do some sharing/delivering an eulogy for one of the funeral services at night, i was forced to think about it. the tears gushed.
i was rather annoyed at how the funeral services were somewhat made into mini "performances" like how my cousin wanted at least 2 or more of us to share, and how they tried to have all the grandkids sing a song for the service. i'm grateful the song didnt happen.
i was only with her for 18 years. when i was little she used to chase us around to feed us, she comforted us when we were upset, and when she was no longer able to walk, she ordered the adults to feed us. i just wish i had a little more time.
the day she passed away, i was planning to visit her after SPA and all, show her the artwork she hadnt seen which i've done over the years, sketch for her, sketch her. she knew my exams ended on that day, but she didnt, or couldnt wait. i regret not being able to make her laugh just one more time, to spend more time with her, make her proud of my work, to actually say i love you and make more food for her to eat.
thanks especially to
alee and
stella as i've said before, to
boob for being there for me when i got the news, to
vicky for being able to relate, and for the comfort, to
navina for being so sweet and all, to
aunty siew piang for coming and cheering us with the prospect of a sari, to
saumya for her prayers, to
yuelin for your sympathy, lovely conversation and good news, to
dr catherine yap (i didnt know we were related) for always supporting and helping her, to
the funny doctor who visited and asked for toasted peanuts as a joke, and for coming everyday though i dont know who you are, to all who visited. thank you.
God give us all strength.
guess what?
hahahaha guess what? aunty siew piang's bought me a sari from india! yay she's gonna give it to me soon(: cant wait!(:
oh um i also almost got knocked down by a car today hahaha it hit my arm instead
therefore we should all cross roads with care!!(:
mmm
watched history boys with saumya kat shubha sam and stanley yesterday(: and watched a bit of a breakdance competition after(: saw 2 really pro angmoh guys breaking and i was like "wow! singapore has talent!" then i discovered they were international judges for the competition LOLLLLL
well history boys was just alright for me. couldnt decipher the heavy brit accents, and it doesnt help that i'm a little hard of hearing): so i was mostly "HUH" throughout):
went to west coast in the morning todayyy(: I LOVE(: they have like so many playgrounds and theyre all so freaking cool!(: dragged josh around with me to try out the playgrounds, but he just sat at the side and waited for me): haha i've gotten lots of bruises, scratches and ropeburns now, but it was really really fun(:
ALEE AND STELLA! thanks lots for visiting me at the wake and helping with so much!(: you really didnt need to! thanks so much! god bless(:
ahahahaha
ahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahah i'm in shock cozyuelin's gotten attached! CONGRATULATIONS! eek i was like hyperventilating for a while after she told me. but anyway, altogether now, awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwWolfstone (back from ayam) says:
no, he's not. but he's mine
! JO says:
"mine"??!! ohohohoho
Wolfstone (back from ayam) says:
yeah.
Wolfstone (back from ayam) says:
! JO says:
i think that implies SOMETHING
Wolfstone (back from ayam) says:
yeah, it does.
! JO says:
like *cough*yuelingotattached!*cough*
Wolfstone (back from ayam) says:
yeah
! JO says:
AHHH(insert lots of Hs)HHHHHHhhh
Wolfstone (back from ayam) says:
...
! JO says:
really?
Wolfstone (back from ayam) says:
yeah
! JO says:
SGHOHSOGHOSHGOHGOSHOGHOSHGOHSOGHOGHO
! JO says:
i mean ou know that means that
! JO says:
ou have a BOYFRIEND
Wolfstone (back from ayam) says:
"SGHOHSOGHOSHGOHGOSHOGHOSHGOHSOGHOGHO "
i couldn't read this at first
Wolfstone (back from ayam) says:
yeah
! JO says:
hahahaha
! JO says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
! JO says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tiny font coz she wanted it to be tiny hahahahah
ummm
Awake the pert and nimble spirit of mirth. Turn melancholy forth to funerals, the pale companion is not for our pomp.
well, the funeral is over.
i hope i can do this. i'm alright if i dont think about it. gahh but i just cant sem to totally get it up
watched 300 with chriselle, kat and tiff today(: apparently i dont look 18 rarr
but anyway 300's nice haha its really funny.
SPOILER WARNING!!
the musclebound almost naked guys kill people to rock music, the zoo turns up in the persian army and ninjas were the elite fighters of the persian army lololol
oh and the spartans make lame jokes while fighting! "i have to say it! we'll fight in the shade!" hahahhahahahah
besides that, leonidas' solo thing where he kills a string of persians is SO COOL. totally like chinese kung fu
oh and the part where whatsisname and his friend team up to kill this group of persians before whatsisname is killed is pretty slick too!
but i missed a few parts coz i was messaging my mum):
HOWEVER there is one thing i didnt really like about the movie): like whatup with the freaking nipples??! the poor girl was wearing close to nothing and the ass of a cameraman takes her boobs(including the nipples)? i'm talking about the possesion part, the oracle thing where the girl does a little dance and speaks in greek or something after that. it looks really gross and awkward.
END OF SPOILER
ahhh my bruises): my knees): painnnnnn.
Grandma
Tan Yock Yen. orbituary on 9th march 2007. 30 jalan merbok. i'll be at the wake everyday, so do visit if you like.
i realised that i'm only ok if i'm busy enough to keep myself from thinking about it, and that my reaction is extremely delayed/totally spread out and erratic. everything comes out when i'm free and surrounded by the paraphernalia of all that.
just reached home at 12plus and finished bathing. i'm just so exhausted. oh please dont order me to like cheer up, i dunno why, but i just get irritated.
i went, i saw, i barfed
let me narrate the stupidity i saw and talked about in one of my previous posts! it is highly summarised. enjoy! (:
so this certain blogger, my friend, lets call her blogger, well she blogged.
blogger in her post: i disagree with blogger2 about a point in her post. and this is why i disagree.
person1: ya! blogger2 is stupid she has no brain
person2: eh bitc* why you hate blogger2? you trying to use blogger2's fame to get famous? you want to get famous then go mediacorp la!
person3: ya stop turning it into a catfight!
person4: blogger2 doesnt even mention YOU in her blog! she doesnt even bother to read yours. loser
person5: why did you go see blogger2's blog when you dont like what she says huh
person6: youre so childish! *insert long stream of vulgarities* brat
person7: you can write anything you want on your blog but you wrote this coz you wanted a catfight. loser
person8: blogger2 is shallow but has lots of fans here huh. blogger2 is stupid but she's popular. its sad to see so many young immature asians that worship her and think she's smart.
person9: haha everyone hates you
person8: (to person8) i was talking about blogger2. not blogger. your just like the immature asians i talked about
person9: who are you to talk back to me? youre anon so youve no guts. i'm way smarter than you ok
many more people come and spam hate messages to blogger
person 10: person8 is stupid i'm so much more educated than you
person8: (to persons 9 and 10) both of you are immature
*insert catfight between persons8,9 and 10, ending with person 8 being nice and apologising to blogger for wasting her blog space and persons 9 and 10 cursing person 8*
person11: blogger, youre ugly and dumb. stop reading her blog
person12: youre readihg her blog hypocrite. blogger is not ugly. she looks better than blogger2
*insert catfight between person11 and 12*
person13: you know this other person, blogger3? he's an immature coward. coz of this and that and he wont let me comment on his blog. so i'm commenting on blogger's blog
GOSHHHH that took quite some time.
youtube rocks(:
yakitate!! japan! and takitate! gohan!
lololololol@ep53
i dont feel like studying for bio):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGmWjBcxl4U
ughh
i came across some blog while surfing through a friend's blog, and i am very disturbed. the blogger in question had witnessed an attempted suicide by mrt and had been delayed for a bit. how could she be angry that the girl who attempted suicide DID NOT DIE??? how ironic that, in an earlier post, she had been so excited about a baby (of some relative)
goshhhh
anyway its really disgusting to see a pageful of vulgar comments when people who visit blogs get into catfights with each other and hatespam. or whatever its called. its even more sickening to see that happening on one of my friend's blogs
yakitate!
lolololol yakitate japan is just hilarious! they modelled one irritating character that keps popping up after brad pitt! and even koizumi junichiro made an appearance! (in the cartoon form lol) the characters mistook him for a lion :D
GO YUELIN 19/3!!! (239872399/345509) note: whatever's in the brackets is crap.
i dont feel like studying!):
i'm gonna make myself a new wallet after the cts(: i hope its gonna be pretty!!(:
oy veh!
i wish i could get into that study mood!): but who cares, cts arent counted for anything(:
bwahahahaha i have something funfunfun to look forward to after cts!!! tell you later coz its a secret! (that is, i'm making it one, coz if you ask any of the others, they would definitely tell you without much hestation. but i didnt say who "the others" were right? bwahahahahahaha) gosh i think i'm becoming a little to much like pierrot from yakitate japan after watching so many episodes lol.
GRACE LEE ERN HWEI! come back soon ok! then we can do all the crazy stuff we want that no one wants to do with us! bwahahahahaha! purinketsu!
